The girl in my head....
I started writing this blog roughly 6 years ago. I was looking to fill up some time as I just quit my job to support my husband who was promoted to Interim Chief of Police. Our lives were turned upside down when he took the position. Political controversy, lack of support from city government, lack of support from officers led my husband to clinical depression and almost caused him to lose his life, not to mention his career. I, in turn, sat by helpless. I was powerless to help him. At first I enabled the drinking. Then I got saddened by the drinking, until finally I got fed up with it and called 911 for his own safety. We've had a long recovery road since that day - February 6, 2013. I never finished this issue of my blog. Things must have fallen apart around this time. 6 years later, I've hit a bump in my life. A friend reached out to support me and suggested I return to writing. So, I returned to see where I left off. Upon reading my words, my heart filled with sorrow for